October is almost over!

WHAT??!! it's already October?? and it's ending already??

these past months have gone by like the rain, extremely fast. And what has happend in this time when I did not write a thing here?.

well let us play catch up really quick. I just got back to work at my baby's 5 months, was having MAYOR issues with it, but got over them ( of course I had some help from effexor, but that is another story and will blog later), she was staying with my mother at that point so it was great. After that month was over, my mother had to go back to work so it was my mother's in law time to be with her, and that brought many things along.... good and bad. Dont take me wrong my mother in law is very good and sweet, but it's the part of oneself that I had trouble with.

When that month was over she started daycare, only 5 hours a day in which half of that time is spent napping, but the other times are meant for early stimulation classes, because also she does not want to crawl,, not one bit of interest in that department, So now I run from work to get her and we spend all day toguether, she does not nap at home, so I can say finally I'm enjoying being a mother, ( I dont have to take the effexor anymore also, will tell how later) I still have some bad days, but they are now very seldom and apart.

Something happend to my marriage also.... something good, but of course we had to hit a little bottom for that first, but now I'm getting to know my partner in life in a whole new way and also he is seeing a new part of me too....

I will write more often know, I remember it feels good to talk into the nothing. I do wish I could enable the spell check in English ..

it would make things easier.. until next time..soon ..